ketamine experience
I’ve been undergoing ketamine infusion therapy under the supervision of a nurse, and it’s been a profound journey. Each session involves an IV inserted into my arm while I rest in a chair, allowing the ketamine to gradually take effect. I’m fully aware of the potential for abuse, but I have no intention of misusing it. What it offers me is a temporary escape from the heavy weight of depression—especially during moments when the darkness of my thoughts feels overwhelming. At the onset of each session, the first sensation I feel is a faint buzzing in my ears, almost like tinnitus. As the drug takes hold, this transitions into a sense of floating, as though my body no longer feels tethered to the chair beneath me. The experience is different each time, but there are recurring sensations. Sometimes, the very texture of the room I’m in shifts, like the walls themselves are changing, expanding, or contracting in ways that don't seem possible. I often find myself in what seems like an ...